Mixtapes For You - Vol. 1

 [circa. 6/10/2020]

Anonymous

 

Beautiful, best, bold

Natural, nifty, nobby

Serendipitous, selfless, sincere

 

do you ever get the feeling everything’s just wrong.
I used to feel that ...

until i met you

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from the first moment

you caught my eye

you stopped my world

you stopped time

 

you made me feel something i’ve never felt before

without even a touch
you can easily read between these lines
--it’s almost like you’ve read this book before,

from cover to cover

over a hundred times

 

you’re more than a dream
that i’ve ever thought of on too many sleepless nights

you’ve got me thinking about you all the time

i don’t want to admit it but i just might, may be in love

it’s scary to know that i care about someone so much

that i care about them more so than i care about myself

 

i think you know what you do
you stole my heart from the start
and that’s committing a serious crime
I would send you to prison
but in my head you’re already doing enough time

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you got me stuck in a lucid dream
that i so badly want to become a reality

yet im sitting here
writing love letters
on a cracked screen
it’s all the words i want to tell you
But you’ll never see

​

since i was with you
No one else no issues
I was losing all my self control

I realized you’re the perfect other half that matches and completes my heart and that no one else could make me feel like that
I think i may have i loved you from the start

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I keep my distance
and i get shy
because everytime you walk by
you got me overthinking about how i'm losing my mind

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Loving you never was in the plan
and it all could’ve changed if I hadn’t looked up and taken glance

I know we barely talk

but some of those memories just cut so deep

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you got me stuck in the middle
I want to know if you’re feeling me too-
Even if it’s just a little
tell me where your head's at
and we could make this so simple
Im putting my heart out on the line
ready for you to pick up, and take away anytime

yet you don’t know ...

​

all i wanted was you
all i want is you
all i will ever want is you
you make me feel thingsi’ve never felt before

And if it means anything
or for what it’s worth
I’m only me because of you

 

P.s. -
you see me yet you don’t
you ‘know of me’ yet you don’t
I’m the one you think is mysterious and slick
just cause my actions speak louder than my words