Mixtapes For You - Vol. 2

 [circa. 6/2/2020]

Anonymous

 

Beautiful, best, bold

Eclectic, enigmatic, effortlessly elegant

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Love is blind

and talk is cheap

Why do i fall for your kind

so easily

 

ride or die

I want you to

be by my side

i’ll roll the dice

where you been all my life

you’re the wrong

you’re the right

 

when I say things I mean it

you might think I’m overreacting

but baby you’re the reason

i’m saying,

i’d die for you

i’d lie for you

i’d cheat for you

i’d fight for you

i’d do anything for you

 

you don’t realize how much you mean to me

i don’t think you ever will

but since the moment you walked by

I knew there was no need to stare up at the sky

cause all i’d ever need was the stars in your eyes

 

you make me feel things I’ve never felt before

from the moment my eyes found yours

my heart skipped a beat

you made my eyes light up

giving me a sense of belief

you made me feel alive again

when I forgot my purpose

making me want to know more about what’s under the surface

 

i want to know you

And i mean really know you

I want to love you inside out

so show me what you’re inside’s about

 

i want to see you laugh

i want to see you cry

i want to see you go through heaven and hell

there and back a thousand times

but what i really want you to know

is that i’m here for you

i’m with you through whatever you need

you can always fall back and count on me

 

when i’m around you-

you make me feel so alive

like there’s something inside

yet i feel so weak

i can barely speak

you’re constantly on my mind

every day all the time

but now i’ll let you go

cause i don’t want to hold you back

from living an amazing life

even though i may not be a part of that

 

when your eyes first met mine

I believed in love at first sight-

and you could put that down in writing

just tell me where to sign-

i knew you would always have a piece of my heart

because I’d always love you

8 days a week

25 hours no sleep

and although we barely talked, i knew…

you look like somebody that could really hold it down

you look like somebody that would always stick around

you had that little bit of sass

and I like that

you don’t take no shit

yeah you fight back

 

all i’d ever wish for

If i could

is for you to want me

the way that I want you

nothing else

just to turn me and you

into we and us

 

I loved you

I love you I

will always love you

with all of my heart

all i wanted was you

all i want is you

all i will ever want is you

you make me feel things i’ve never felt before

And if it means anything

or for what it’s worth

I’m only me because of you

 

P.s. -

i know most of you

at least a name i can match with a face

but in all honesty

i truly only ‘know’

two people

and they’re the ones

i’d want to see everyday,

and if they ever had a rainy day or even a light sprinkle

although we barely see rain in LA-

i’d be there for them

with an umbrella

telling them it’s all going to be okay

just the way none of you did for me, on all of my days