Mixtapes For You - Vol. 3

 [circa 6/16/2020]

Anonymous

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Magnanimous, mesmerizing, modest

Virginia (Karolina)

Sylva

 

You are amazing

just so perfect

and i know i want a true love

But what really is it

 

Sunsets on the penthouse roof

Night walks on the beach

Sleepovers and pillow fights

Making memories till the night ends

That’s just a taste of what i want my love to be

 

Roses and poems for valentines day

matching onesies and hot cocoa for christmas

to be honest i want this kind of thing with anyone

but right now that anyone is you

and only you

 

I know we’ve both got pasts

But i can’t change that

all i want to do is have an open relationship

where i’m not afraid to tell you anything

where everything’s going to be okay just because i’m here with you

each other’s best friend till the end

 

i’m gonna be there for you

through whatever it is that you need

cause i want to believe

that you’d be there for me too

 

just show me your inside

i wanna know what you’re about

Inside and out i wanna love you

i know it can be scary

but i want you to know that you don’t have to deal with this on your own

because we can get through this together

deal with it together

I don’t know what else to say

i don’t know what else I can do

to show you how much I want you

And if I’m being honest

I shouldn’t have to show you that

you should have enough trust in me

to open up

i’m tired of having to prove myself to people

having to go the extra mile

when they’re not even meeting me halfway

I’m tired and I’m done

I don’t know what else you want from me

i’m over here puting my heart out on a page for you because I don’t know what else I can do

 

Love is overrated in my mind

And talk is overrated

so let’s just vibe let’s vibe till the night’s gone

talking about nothing

laughing till our stomachs hurt

crying till there’s nothing left

I just wanna vibe with someone that means something

talk about nothing with someone who means something

The whole nine yards

you mean something to me

you mean everything to me

and I just want to let you know that

before I try and convince myself to move on with my life

 

P.s. - i see you

But you don’t see me

I notice things to the little details

whereas you don’t even see the bigger picture

i’m trying to speak my mind

yet you can’t hear me

because you’re already caught up in what you have to say

you don’t even have to make eye contact with me

for my heart's beginning to race

But if you’re that blind

I guess I just need to stop chasing

something I will never fully have

I don’t want or need love from anyone

if i can’t have it all